I am not a very strong person.
Spiritually, I mean.
I get upset very easily.
Just like today.
My reaction was too extreme and I made a fool out of myself.
Gave people a scare.
So embarrassing!
How I wish I wasn't like that.
Stupid me.
Cry, cry, cry.
Tearing up for such small and insignificant things.
It was only a harmless remark.
And I just got worked up all of a sudden.
But the I was overwhelmed by that depressing feeling and the silly tears flowed out.
I need to CHANGE.
Cannot keep being so moody and so weak and so sensitive.
I probably have too much tears in my system.
One day my eyes will be so sore they can't see anymore.
Please tell me not to cry. <$BlogItemAuthor$> flying away on <$BlogItemDateTime$>