My apologies for the previous post.
I was feeling very upset then.
But I ain't feeling happy now.
Our CCA is going to be 3 times per week next year.
I don't know how I am going to survive.
I wish I could scream in their faces.
There are many expectations I have to meet next year:
1) Not failing any of my subjects (esp. Japanese, Maths and Humanities)
2) Not skipping any time of my CCA
3) Be loads better at dancing so I don't feel so inferior among my CCA mates
4) Stop being so wild or I get stripped off PSL
5) Stop thinking too much about the opinions of other people regarding me so I can be more happy
6) Get more hardworking in order to meet all my expectations

I am tired.
Tired of meeting up with other people's expectations.
Tired of always helping her when she is the most ungrateful.
Tired of acting unbothered when she insults me.
Tired of being the one who always get hurt.
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