I'm falling...
falling...
falling...
down into an abyss of darkness
I open my mouth
No sound comes out
Hurt
Depression
Jealousy
Selfishness
Overwhelm my vulnerable shell
I try to maintain the smile
Engraved on my face
But behind the mask
I'm crying
The tears won't ever stop
I want to stay happy
And want others to be happy
I can't take it anymore
The me inside is struggling to get out
I feel it
I try to restrain it
The uglyness
I don't want to see
I fight back
It's too strong
I want to scream
Why is life so unfair
I get no answer
I suddenly feel so alone
So naked
Stripped of all clothing
I feel so cold
Shivering
Teeth chattering
No one comes to my aid
But no matter what I won't give up
I lie to myself
That I am strong
I put up a brave facade
Hoping someone would come and tear off the fake mask
I wait
Accompanied by the web of lies I've weaved
The cruel reality smashes my face
The blood
Grief
I feel so alone
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