This is going to be a VERY persismistic entry. So bear with all my complaints and whinings. We are having tests these days. I could even swear that I will flunk them. I am so dead! I think I am a failure. The first person they will kick out is ME. Then I will be loitering along the streets and picking up scraps without a secondary school to go to. All the people here are so smart! I feel what-do-you-call-that...oh ya, dumb with all these clever people. How I wish I could be like them. But, I have to face the cruel reality. I am so frustrated! Why can't I ace my tests like my friends??? Everytime I score badly for my tests, I will make a mental promise to myself to study harder next time. However, I will soon forget about it and slack. The life here in Nanyang is very demanding. If I want to squeeze and stay in, I will have to be super hardworking because I have a stupid brain. The only way is through hardwork. At this point of time, I am feeling very upset and disappointed with myself. Really... <$BlogItemAuthor$> flying away on <$BlogItemDateTime$>